My Dearest Little Me,
For a long time you have lost the inspiration of writing diary, letter, or even your collection. You stopped these activities without any words or explanations. Nobody knows where you are, how you are and what you do. Do you know how much I miss your inner sharing of your joy and struggles that you confront at your every daily life? You are attached and spent so much time in front of the computer, but giving me a little time, even peep me, you always say "I'm busy..."
My Dear, I am not sure whether I am right to say this to you. I feel you are afraid of confronting yourself before the mirror. You are afraid to see yourself and allow people to see you. Therefore, you borrow works, studies and other businesses to fill up your empty space. As St. Paul said: "Don't act yourself as a busy body." I believe you have reason and it may not be the time for you to share what you want to share. I am patient enough to continue to wait for your right time to open yourself to me. So I can assure you that I am always looking forward to welcome you to my little home.
Little Me, you have so much things to say, but it is enough for now to stop here. You need time to adjust my new Me and I too need time to slowly settle myself. Take good care and offer the best to yourself and to others.
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